don't they pay you ??

that i read fanfics ?

Ofc they pay me but it’s only been a year, I’m not that rich yet, actually I’m rich enough to live the rest of my life… if I die tomorrow, it’s *that* bad

Yup weird but in a good way

why don't you ask for more ?

what would weird in a bad way be ?

Question is not why don’t I ask for more, question is CAN I ask for more ? (And keep my job)

I don’t knoooow, « weird in a bad way » would be « so weird that I wanna disappear and start ghosting you » ?

uhm. yes. at this point they need you more than you need them.

the question really is, what would i do to be weird in a bad way in your eyes.

Maybe you’re right, sixteen years in this industry what can they do against me at this point…

Hmm oook basically all the creepy things people do to me all the time ? Treating me like a living fantasy and not a human being, following me and stuff (I mean this one you can’t since you’re stuck with God sooo)

i'm always right. ridiculous you would think anything else.

i always follow you ???

don't worry, god doesnt have a tight leash on me.

kind of miss the industry. or maybe it's stockholm syndrome.

Okay and where are you right now then ??

Stockholm syndrome, definitely, I felt the same way when I had to stop for a few months and when he asked me if I wanted to do something else, hate it but can’t leave it, like toxic relationship but with work idk
Kinda miss the idol you tbh you were lit (still are, missed you in a lot of way anyway)