So you're just worried about your scholarship?

it's not "just" a scholarship though is it

That's not I meant. I was asking if that's the only thing standing in the way

it's the life of my family on the line. so yeah, my scholarship stands in the way.

So you think if anything happened between us... the whole world would automatically know?

no. but i don't want to be another secret

You think I want to have this kind of secret?

I'm not out to anybody but my friends, you know

again, that's not what i said

Then enlighten me, Saint. I want to understand

fuck, what do you want from me ??

what do you not understand ??

I'm just trying to get to know you, like I said I wanted to?

I'm curious about you and the obstacles you face. I've told you so much about myself but I don't know as much about you.

And yeah, I'll admit it, I don't understand why you're so scared of getting close to me